Acquiring this degree while I am incarcerated is a testament to my ongoing journey to make amends for all the harm I have caused. I would be lying if I said that I do not feel proud of this accomplishment—however, it is hard to feel that fully, when I am only doing what I should have done prior to becoming incarcerated.

My experience with Mount Tamalpais College has impacted my outlook and perspective in so many ways. Furthering my education has broadened my understanding beyond what self-help or lived experiences could have done alone.

The challenges that I had to overcome to attain this degree were all personal. It took a lot of personal determination and commitment to see it through. I tend to thrive when my abilities are doubted. Certain semesters, I took three or four courses at once, and received discouraging advice at times from those who thought that it was “too much.” I would simply tell myself, “If I am still breathing, processing thoughts, and I’m able to absorb knowledge, I can do it.” Additionally, I had to be vulnerable and accept help when I needed it. Thankfully, tutors, especially for complex subjects like physics and pre-calculus, were on standby to support me when I needed it.

It is really meaningful to look back and consider how many of my classmates from those early classes accompanied me on this journey. Each semester we would continue to see each other and think to ourselves, Looks like we’re at it again. We leaned on each other for support, and the bonds that were developed gave me a sense of security when tackling tough subjects or assignments.

Now that I have obtained my associate degree, I intend on furthering my education and acquiring my bachelor’s degree as well, specifically in Film, Broadcast, or Cinema. Once I parole, I plan to apply to UCLA or SF State to accomplish this goal.